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This past weekend, miss and I took it easy for the most part. Except for our play session which was amazing. Still feelin the effects.

The one topic we discussed was anal play. This is one of my favorite type of play in sex or a play session. It’s not a must have item but it give me more of submissive mind set during play. I have glass butt plug which does the trick.
But I have not tried strap on play which is still at the top of my to do list.

Is there a reason why anal play and FemDom relationship go hand in hand.

The past two months of my life seem like a blurr, from being on the road finishing the semester at school to my trip to texas. The  one activity that been absent is play time. I have not gotten dressed up in two months!!! I have not even used the new mop cap I got back in January.

This next weekend is the perfect time to get dressed up and be treated like the sissy maid, I have wanted to be for so long. Miss saw this before I did and is planning on treating me as such when I visit next weekend.   She has really taken a big step in growing our play time into more of a thought out preplanned event. This means so much to me that she is planning something special for me. I don’t deserve such a wonderful women.

Recently Miss invited me back home to meet her parents and friends. On Saturday, Miss took me to meet some friends of hers, B and A. B&A are steampunk fans and have wanted Miss to do some photos in that genre.  I personally think its a great idea to have her dressed up in Victorian era gowns. Plus it would give her a chance to have her sissy maid wait on her hand and foot.  So I shall see if Miss decides she wants to do the SteamPunk Photo shoot or not.

I would like her to have such an outfit for scene having to do with sissy maid and tea service.  more about that in my next post.

Over the past two months, I have been getting stressed out real easily.  I want to be the best boyfriend and Career man as possible. I demand alot and dont give back nearly enough. I put undo stress on my loved ones and co workers.

I need to get back to the fundamentals and not worry about the economy and what everyone thinks about me. I enjoy doing my job and leaving for the day, going to class, talking to Miss.  Its like I forgot how to relax and enjoy what I have worked so hard to get. I just need to relax and let things happen.

Miss is so wonderful to me and for me. I put pressure on her which does not need to be there. I promise myself that I will start having fun again and let things not bother me, like they have been.

Over the past month I have been waiting for the weekend  when Miss will meet my family. To say the least, She meet everyone in my family. Poor Miss, she was her bright eyed and social butterfly self. It was to my amazement when she fit right in with my immediate family. I have to say the best part of the weekend was having Miss dress up, she is a very beautiful women but when she dresses up she comes to a Goddess like state. It turns me into a puddle when I see her all dressed up.

Valentines day is just around the corner and i am allready to please Miss to the level of perfection she requires. more to come after Vday passes.

This past weekend was spent with Miss. Since my work and school have taken up a lot of my time this past month, I have been unable to travel to see her. I keep in contact with her on a daily basis but it is not the same as being with her in person. I left from to work and drove for three hours to be with her. It seems like the drive to Atlanta gets shorter every time I drive it except for this trip. I know I was eager to be with miss and getting into a traffic jam did not help at all.

I finally was able to make my way to her place. While I was putting my things in the Mistress bedroom, Miss waited patently to welcome me. It was nice being with her on a cozy Friday.

After a nice Friday evening spent reconnecting with Miss, we decided to  see the new Underworld movie at the Movie Tavern. The movie was wonderful but the Movie Theater is not a repeat. Don’t me get started. That evening Miss and I went to the FetLife Meet and Greet, which was a blast and I meet a lot of great people.

Miss and I played in what is called the tower which looks kinda like a gazebo. I was unaware that Miss was talking with a friend who is a rope artist. I was soon taken out of my maid uniform and tied into the tower and started to get corperal punishment that I needed so much. Miss did a wonderful job of using the toy to get her message across to me. I soon rose to a mean anger/rage which Miss just could not get enough of. When we finished playing, during the after care I was going over the scene with Miss and said a few things I should not have because I was not in the right state of mind. So I must say I feel really bad for the way I acted towards Miss. She gives me so much and at times I take it for granted. Lesson learned and I will not do that again.

I just feel like I need to be thrown on the floor and told how I am to obey her, to serve her. Have that fire lit under my ass to return to the submissive self, I enjoy so much. I am I being self-ish? I guess I need to find the line between asking for what I need and being to needy.

On a side note, I got new sissy panties in a nice pink color *giggles*. I am hoping to get a new more complimentary to my skin tone.